(-.-) i wont did it again!!!

i felt guilty~ sorry.
and now say truly i more n more like become quiet and don't be so kind go to trust people!
so i wont do it again~ secrete should keeps it myself..sure
people mouth are like " news "! angry myself..
dont ask me why~ i just want to be quiet not emo

Be optimistic

Each morning when i open my eyes i say to myself
i , no events , have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be.

Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day , today~ and i' m going to be happy in it.

the question is set.

In your mind, what u want to know the " answer " only u will make a question..
beside that is nothing special to asked about me.
whole day say the same thing. Whats my reaction will be ? neutral.

my mind now is empty i don't wanna think anything and i need to calm down and learn how to control my emotional. all is about my mind ( thinking)

nice article 3 [女孩子在乎什么?] i love this article the most its truth.

1.女孩子并不在乎你有没有钱，她在乎的是你会不会发奋

努力改变现状；

2.女孩子并不在乎与你生活在一起会遇到困难，她在乎的是你会不会迎难而上，不逃避；

3.女孩子并不在乎你长得有多帅，她在乎的是你能不能给她足够的安全感；

4.女孩子并不在乎你跟你的异性朋友有多好，她在乎的是你能不能一心一意对她好；

5.女孩子并不在乎你送她的礼物有多贵，她在乎的是你会不会时常给她个惊喜；

6.女孩子并不在乎你的志向有多远大，她在乎的是你是不是一个老实做人、踏实做事的人；

7.女孩子并不在乎你有多浪漫，她在乎的是能不能从生活的点滴中感受到你的爱；

8.女孩子并不在乎你的人可以每时每刻都陪在她身边，她在乎的是你的心可以无时无刻不想着她；

9.女孩子并不在乎你在物质生活上给她多大的满足，她在乎的往往是一句窝心的话，那似乎比什么都重要；

10.女孩子并不在乎你现在的境况如何，她在乎的是你能不能让她看到你的未来；

11.女孩子并不在乎你跟她的关系有多亲密，她在乎的是你会不会负责到底；

12.女孩子并不在乎可以分享你的快乐，她在乎的是可不可以分担你的忧愁；

13.女孩子并不在乎跟你在一起吃苦，她在乎的是陪你走到最后的是不是她

nice article 2 [一篇"男人"看了会沉默的文章]

你可知道
要女人清晨醒来
凌乱的面對一個愛的人
是需要有很大的勇氣

你可知道
當女人被男人
脫去自己的衣服
一絲不掛的在他面前
是需要多少的愛

你可知道
女人爲什麽會背朝你睡
因為她不喜歡看你的背影
如果你以後抱着她睡
她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道
女人把每一次的愛情
當作是初戀
也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道
女人那么愛吃醋不是因為不相信你
而是你在她心中太美好
她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道
深爱你的女人在冲你发火以後
自己卻轉身不斷啜泣

你可知道
當女人頂着哭花的臉
走在街上
不管是不是有人在看她時

她的心已經快要死了
你可知道
她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨
也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道
她的任性 她的壞脾氣
其實都只是在對你撒嬌
希望你更重視她

你可知道
假若她不愛你
她根本不會對你发火
不會希望你去哄她
更不會為你掉眼淚
因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道
當你離開她
留下她獨自一人
她有多大的期待和恐惧

而這一切都只是因為她愛你
而這一切都因為你还不够懂她

女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情

于是，你們争吵，你認為她脾氣不好，她認為你不够迁就她

……
于是，你们冷战，你以為她沒有完全接受你，她以為你不在乎她……

請給她一個拥抱一个吻，用你的拥抱你的吻去化解她心里的悲傷和眼角的泪水。
因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安静。。。。。。。。。。

两个深爱的人在一起，就要
互相包容，互相理解，互相体谅，互相信任，
否则当你们真正失去时将会遗憾终生。。。。。。
否则美好的未来也就在你们自己手中泯灭了！。。。。。。

希望每一个男人都能够好好珍惜陪伴在你身边的女人
她们为你付出过，不求回报
却希望你们能够读懂，能够牵着她们的手坚定地走下去
不要让爱你的女人流泪
不要让她伤心
更不要让她绝望和死心！

因为女人一旦真爱了，失去她爱着的人
就意味着失去了整个世界...

女孩子20岁左右是她最美丽的。这时她的心地最善良，她有点成熟，又有点孩子气。
男孩子20左右的时候是他最暗淡的日子，这时什么都没有，不能独立又不想依赖，
挣扎着彷徨着，寻找着自己的位置，

所以如果一个男孩子在他20岁左右的时候遇见了与他年纪相当的女孩子，那一定要珍惜她，
因为这个女孩子是用用自己最美丽的年华陪他走过了最黯淡的日子！

女孩只有陪他走过，女孩将永远幸福下去。

nice article 1 [看了以后才知道自己太傻了]

1、如果一个人天天给你打电话发短信，毫无疑问，他是爱

你的，起码他心里有你。如果每次都是你给他打电话，那你不用问了，他心里根本没有你。千万不要相信什么他没有时间他很忙之类的谎言，一个人连打电话的三五分钟都没有，他得忙到什么程度啊？他还能活着吗？


2、如果一个人和你见面就带你去两个人私密的地方，那么他不是爱你的，相反，要是他还带你去公园啊一系列公共场合，那么他是喜欢和你在一起的。

3、如果一个人给你打电话发短信只是寒暄一下，而不带有一点暧昧的味道，那么不要傻了，他对你已经没有爱情了，可能问候你只是例行公事。

4、如果一个人爱你的话，他会主动跟你说想你的，而不用你去问。

5、如果一个人因为一点小事就跟你发脾气，那么说明他是很在乎你的，但是如果在你承认错误以后，他还是不搭理你，奉劝你，别理他了，如果他爱你，他会主动理你的，如果不爱你，就是以此为借口对你撒手了。

6、如果一个人爱你，他会包容你一切错误的，如果一个人不爱你，你做的再好，他最后还是会找你毛病离开你的。

7、如果一个人爱你，他会接受你一切的，而不是要你改变这个改变那个。

所以，你还是自我一点吧，不要因为爱而委屈了自己。知道吗不管是恋爱中的男女，还是已经分手的人

take new pic@@@

Don't wanna edit
original pic
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although i got pimple
but dun hiding the truth of me haha..

LOMO camera

tell me which color more nicer ?
i want to purchase one of them =)

i wanna say thank you

i wanna say TQ

cause u make me damn much stronger
makes me work a little bit harder
its make me that much wiser
make me damn much smarter
.

chu4n =)

SORRY " CHU4N" THAT I HURT YOU BEFORE.......

APPRECIATE YOU ARE STILL MY BEST FRIEND EVER

[end][OF][july]

summer has come n pass wake me up when JULY end!!
gonna study soon...
im trying to enjoy everyday i have now..
=)

blessed

im AWAKE!!

thanks my daddy my mummy.. i know recently i am too emotional..
and i am sad , i crying so loud just now and i know mummy heard and come into room just want to know why~ i know u pain to see me crying like a stupid..

yeah... i wont cry for a guy.. daddy said is not worth..
just don't let them think there are king that everything i must listen to u!
love all of my family member..
i know u all love me.. u all worry me only u all come n talk to me
i promise i so down also i wont do something stupid..
cause i also dun wan to keep inside heart only spread at here..
if not i need go to see doctor .. nothing different with insane woman
by the way i will learn from life.. daddy said a point.. i am still young and not yet stable..
because i too emotional already~ i have to think positively..
keep it up. i can do it..
without you i am still the same.. keep preserve ~
study what i want .. achieve my dream... money is not the main problem i can go to work n earn money.. is okay for delay my study!! at least i din regret but i learn lot thing in this half year
really see through d... be faithful for myself..

a man wont give lot of reason to avoiding something
but will face it and solve it together

a man will care my feeling and love me all the way

a real man is just very gentleman will always keep on tolerate and appreciate the day with me

a man talk about love will always express their love and action will take part.. not just said.

if your man got this all of action congratulation he is 100% love u and dote you..
anyway wish u all the best and sweet always....


love need warm...
but i need family warm..
family is the most nearest people for me..
bf ? sigh. when i need you where u go ? when i need u i call u why u close my call ?
when i msg u why u don't reply all ? when i msn find u why u don't even go n see ?
when i need u if i cant stand for it and cant across my positive line i am already suicide..
die ?
i am still young i dun wanna die because i know not worth.. if a man love me.. i sad he will sad for me too.. i tear he will find answer himself.. and if i pain he will tear for me too..

i don't need a kid in my life.. i need a man to be my partner the rest of my life
and he is loyal and last long relation.

to change this lonely life..
be strong!!
ha!ha! if i together with a person who very selfish and greedy somemore want 2 gf i wish this kind of people get HIV or AIDS wish u faster die go to hell..

sorry daddy

actually at first maybe is i think too much..
but currently really sad and it's hurt..
i didn't do anything that's wrong then why god must give me this kind of suffer lesson that i never meet ?
i am very hurt and sad.. trying to be strong but at last my tears drop it self.. i got no feeling when cry...
why ?
i dun understand... why u want came to give me a hope and spoil my mood every time
i am very happy that i dun msg u every time.. do the thing i want and i like.. but you came so i though maybe this time u look so different wont happen again.. whose know ? this time is seriously serious than last time.. ='(

love me ?
daddy and mummy know i sad but they don't know what happen..
i never tell but i face is hard to look.. i can't sleep and keep on staring on my phone..
is enough... i had all of this.. what you wanna prove it ?
maybe i should let it go.. sometimes i should put it down thats u...
u love me ?
no.. love me should not be like this..
game ? and friends ? what about me ? ...
don't gv me this all rubbish reason and excusing.. i know u already dont think of our future..
fine.. what u want ?
u don't know who is good to you and who is bad to you is okay time will prove everything..
you will know one day.. but the day haven reach maybe i cant stand for it already.. don't be regret what u did to me... guilty ? appreciate what you have now.. don't be fool around..
i am not a stupid.. busy or tired ?
i am the one suffering on this.. enough.
is up to you.. i wont be kind start on today. . not i don't love you. . is u make me not dare of love u much... i don't care it's worth or not.. but the important thing is u know or not ?
did u know.. whenever u sad or down there is someone always stay and backup everything for u.. just to worry you.. why u never know... ==''