sadness

sorry for this 2 weeks being so bad to you
and i think that what i wrote for you is quite hurtful too
but i never ever think that i will received those message
felt can't be acceptable , hope that you will think it again.
and what i wrote i know what i am doing. cause i sad and i am angry with the feelings of lonely
you can't get why i will be like that
but u can't keep saying some word that is impossible from me..
is the third time..and i also hopefully don't have next time.
although my adtitude is worst than last time but why you never search the reason why.
i know how many explaination i did also useless, because it's happened.

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