Wednesday, July 7, 2010

LOMO camera




tell me which color more nicer ?
i want to purchase one of them =)

i wanna say thank you


i wanna say TQ

cause u make me damn much stronger
makes me work a little bit harder
its make me that much wiser
make me damn much smarter
.

chu4n =)


SORRY " CHU4N" THAT I HURT YOU BEFORE.......
APPRECIATE YOU ARE STILL MY BEST FRIEND EVER

[end][OF][july]


summer has come n pass wake me up when JULY end!!
gonna study soon...
im trying to enjoy everyday i have now..
=)

blessed

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

im AWAKE!!

thanks my daddy my mummy.. i know recently i am too emotional..
and i am sad , i crying so loud just now and i know mummy heard and come into room just want to know why~ i know u pain to see me crying like a stupid..

yeah... i wont cry for a guy.. daddy said is not worth..
just don't let them think there are king that everything i must listen to u!
love all of my family member..
i know u all love me.. u all worry me only u all come n talk to me
i promise i so down also i wont do something stupid..
cause i also dun wan to keep inside heart only spread at here..
if not i need go to see doctor .. nothing different with insane woman
by the way i will learn from life.. daddy said a point.. i am still young and not yet stable..
because i too emotional already~ i have to think positively..
keep it up. i can do it..
without you i am still the same.. keep preserve ~
study what i want .. achieve my dream... money is not the main problem i can go to work n earn money.. is okay for delay my study!! at least i din regret but i learn lot thing in this half year
really see through d... be faithful for myself..

a man wont give lot of reason to avoiding something
but will face it and solve it together

a man will care my feeling and love me all the way

a real man is just very gentleman will always keep on tolerate and appreciate the day with me

a man talk about love will always express their love and action will take part.. not just said.

if your man got this all of action congratulation he is 100% love u and dote you..
anyway wish u all the best and sweet always....


love need warm...
but i need family warm..
family is the most nearest people for me..
bf ? sigh. when i need you where u go ? when i need u i call u why u close my call ?
when i msg u why u don't reply all ? when i msn find u why u don't even go n see ?
when i need u if i cant stand for it and cant across my positive line i am already suicide..
die ?
i am still young i dun wanna die because i know not worth.. if a man love me.. i sad he will sad for me too.. i tear he will find answer himself.. and if i pain he will tear for me too..

i don't need a kid in my life.. i need a man to be my partner the rest of my life
and he is loyal and last long relation.

to change this lonely life..
be strong!!
ha!ha! if i together with a person who very selfish and greedy somemore want 2 gf i wish this kind of people get HIV or AIDS wish u faster die go to hell..

Sunday, July 4, 2010

sorry daddy

actually at first maybe is i think too much..
but currently really sad and it's hurt..
i didn't do anything that's wrong then why god must give me this kind of suffer lesson that i never meet ?
i am very hurt and sad.. trying to be strong but at last my tears drop it self.. i got no feeling when cry...
why ?
i dun understand... why u want came to give me a hope and spoil my mood every time
i am very happy that i dun msg u every time.. do the thing i want and i like.. but you came so i though maybe this time u look so different wont happen again.. whose know ? this time is seriously serious than last time.. ='(

love me ?
daddy and mummy know i sad but they don't know what happen..
i never tell but i face is hard to look.. i can't sleep and keep on staring on my phone..
is enough... i had all of this.. what you wanna prove it ?
maybe i should let it go.. sometimes i should put it down thats u...
u love me ?
no.. love me should not be like this..
game ? and friends ? what about me ? ...
don't gv me this all rubbish reason and excusing.. i know u already dont think of our future..
fine.. what u want ?
u don't know who is good to you and who is bad to you is okay time will prove everything..
you will know one day.. but the day haven reach maybe i cant stand for it already.. don't be regret what u did to me... guilty ? appreciate what you have now.. don't be fool around..
i am not a stupid.. busy or tired ?
i am the one suffering on this.. enough.
is up to you.. i wont be kind start on today. . not i don't love you. . is u make me not dare of love u much... i don't care it's worth or not.. but the important thing is u know or not ?
did u know.. whenever u sad or down there is someone always stay and backup everything for u.. just to worry you.. why u never know... ==''

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

current moOd : fine & smooth~

everything going smooth back~
forget the past it will be okay~
although i already have those habit that like to sms like to stare on phone..
never mind if someone know what is good and what is not good he will move forward!
sweet afternoon~ but didn't prove what yet~ i'm currently better that previous~

negative though please just go away~

everyday dreaming.. dreaming all is bad dream!!
it's will turn to good in reality!!

if u love pretty woman too bad pretty woman is too much~ one is enough!
don't be greedy~ nothing is perfect search in perfect in imperfectly.

guys~~~ treacherous!!

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Answer for negative thinking guys

see a lot example of love's life get tired..
when guys stressing up..
they will start think of bad thing such as negative thinking.
they will start to think
1. i'm tired with everything
2.i'm not like past anymore not like last time i have those patient
3.i have lot thg to do and no mood to sms with u ( blank in mind)
4. and start saying all the bad with u......
5. no msg for whole day even no call ...
6. gals should "ti liang" this all thing happen

this is all the reason of getting tired when negative thinking comes along!

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